My heart is aching so bad right now. They wheeled her in and her little head is covered with bandages because of the her skin graphing. They had to take the skin from her scalp to place it on her arm. The burn surgeon said all went good on her care. Her tummy is so large. I am very afraid.
The surgeon has yet to come and talk with us and it has been over two hours since he finished with her. I just want answers.
As I said she looks just horrible. I am dying inside. her heart rate is running close to 200. She is in pain. I know it. It tears me up. Why does a parent have to go through this. I find myself once again asking God, "Why?" I am so tired of her hurting. It is tearing us raw.
We just found out they shaved her whole head of hair off for the skin graphing. I am beside myself.
"God give me the strength. I feel like I am losing my mind. I know you promise not to give us more than you can handle and this is too much for me. Lord help me see how to get through this."